Tania - I love u more than a solar system

They said im the little and spoilt one among sisters and brother i got. Really? I was born in a very happy family where the democracy runs very well at home and speaking freely is never prohibitted. So it is good when you unsatisfied about something at least you can TALK!!! no one will judges as they would prepare to listen. Well not as perfect as it looks of course, we do have bumpy roads somehow but we manage, to see how considerate you are is work well at home. Mom was serving for Inland Revenue Tax before she decided to become full time house wife. My father is a tax consultant, he is getting old i tell you and sometimes he can be very irritated thou, but he is very wise and can be super dad sometimes.As the youngest i feel i have more support and loves from the family. I would say i am very lucky to have my family and good friends around.

I find myself love to travel and see different things in life. I learn a lot by listening to people and it helps me broaden my knowledge and shape me as well to realise that life isnt what it should be but life is what it is.

As the rest my sisters and brother i've got, i do have my own life and work toward own goal, I am currently working in a private company as Secretary and at the same time pursuing my degree in Accounting which i am lookin forward to finish it by this year. I love Jazz and anything make a good sound. However, i love to spend time hang out with my old friends and room full of stranger would be hell on earth. Last but not least i hope through this blog i can pass on somethin new and good to you. But my main goal to use this blog is basicly to share my thought and feelings about my life itself include my biggest thanks for all those who have contributed big amount of love and support. I love you more than solar system guys.

Dear Elleanor

Dear Elle,

I woke up at 11.11 am when the phone rang. As no one pick up the phone, so i went outside to pick the wireless line up. Hany one of my closest friends for morethan 13 years spending childhood together was on the line. She said that the JLO perfumed i order from her is ready and she will deliver next saturday during our lunch appointment. It will be sweet smell Elle as its a mixture of my two favorite essences Vanilla and green tea, hows that sound? but of course it wont beat my Givenchy as to me it's perfecto!!!

So next saturday i will be very busy with many appointment.

2 pm with Hany, morning breakfast with Oppie n Ali and at night round 18.30am i will be meeting Indah. The most crazy girl ive seen in the world, well i have got to see her as i havent congrat her as a nu fresh bride from the oven. She said she is gonna sue me if i didn't come..(giggling).

At 12.30pm my stomach started to cry as i have skipped my breakfast, before it was gettin worst as health is something i cant not play with so i rushed to get my jumper and jumped inside the car and gone with my best driver to JCO to get a dozen of donuts as i havent given any tipping for the beauty parlor who did my treatment. I think a little say good day with a dozen of JCO would be nice for the workers, beside they treat me very good Elle. They've done the job well enough.

Only 5 minutes drive to get that donut on hands, but suddenly i remembered last nite someone was offering me a nice land for investment so i went to have a look too but it is only a quick look.Too bad i was so hungry so i left the site early and went to Arabic Restaurant 'Ali Baba' to get Hummus and Arabic bread, u know i love mid-east and arabic food so i took them home instead of eating in.Hey the waitress at Ali Baba's know me thou....so it's good isnt Elle????i got very quick services..she asked me and offer me good prices incase i want to have function or banquette in there, will see Elle. After ward i went to Taman Kencana and ordered my lunch there, rice with chinese stirfry vegetables...hmmm it was good, goes well with guava juices.

Hmmmm i have my perfect Sunday, Good food, good weather,good peoples and good mood. I gotta go now the books need to be touched as tommorrow will be another exam so i must prepare myself and beside in the morning, i have to take another blood test,what for? because i want to get this things done and i want to know exactly wether i am fully recovered from this sickness arghghhhhh u will get very tired cause this allergic, really im goin to make sure this wil be the first and last allergic i would ever get. Elleanor my day today is perfect. Dear Dr.Junaid thank you for your email also...it means something.

Saturday Nite Fever

Woke up late!!!!skip breakfast, lunch n morning shower. So i decided to have my shower at the Beauty Parlor as soon as i made my appointment. i got everything ready in one small bag and run fast before missing my appointment for my treatment. After spending 3 hours i decided to get some groceries until i got hooked in one shop, i saw the sparkling elegant beauty watches in leather and it blinking and whispering at me "take me home" i guess that was syaiton from hell whispering at me, till i come closer and said i love this stuff and automaticly feels like love at the first sight and i got engaged letter on with the sales girl which was well dressed n smells good. finaly i signed the bill and bring that watches home (hehehehe i bought two with other stuff,ladies belt and i got Christian Dior sun glasses with me along the way....what was all these things about)????? ladies weakness?nope!!!preferences??maybe!!!but i would say this is about taste n unconcious just like love sometimes....involving chemistry, desire, passion and wants n needs and will always like that, but one thing for sure....I love what i have and what will have n never regret.Show must go on.

Flood Friday

Again my Jakarta was hit by the flood. I was helpless and stucked for morethan 5 hours inside the car on a toll way.Lucky the car was high and filled by petrol so i wouldnt be so worry if i got stucked in there. It was 4.00 pm in the afternoon when i left my office early than the usual working hours. Really i dont care anymore as i need to do my examination which was re-scheduled on that day. I rang up few friends n some of them got stuck at University so i forced the car to go near by at least to picked up what was left there. In a very struggling n tiring hardship I nabaged to get in there. The power station in some building was off, so it was making it worst. I kept going n left the car on the road which was quite safe from the water because it was almost reachin 40 cm high. I fold my pants and started to walk. Finaly, gosh....it was worst!!!!small flood has hit the campus quite bad. After trying to sorted out few things with campus i ran back to the car and quickly find a way to get out from that area.

That moment i said to myself i must entering the exclusive area which was taking me 2 hours to get there than the usual time because of the traffic as it is normaly only take me about 15 minutes. At least that area is very safe and cant be flood in there as i know each of that housing complex owner paid some amount of money to suck the water and spill it somewhere else (really this housing complex is lies on the flood area). I was hungry, cold and wanted to go to toilet. Really it was almost like 'armaggedon' and all the chaos and panicking people brrrrrr. I keep praying that God will safe all of us. I was so lucky as the car was able to pass the water which was keep increasing in numbers and i finaly got into that area.....so relieved.
I know one fine restaurant just in the corner of the street for us to fill ourselves and to have little rest. After some moment we spent there i decided to go back to Mom's house which is takin me at least another 2 hours but again i was so lucky i pick the right road as the road was clear and traffic was not so bad so i can get home early. All the tiredness was all washed away as soon as i get home. But someone' must do something this situation really kill us. This cant be SEASONAL EVENT!!!!!!